I feel so bad and try not to say it, because I don't like it. I do not understand why it is so difficult to fight with one, I do not understand why my anxiety makes me more nervous, I do not understand why I cannot concentrate, I do not understand why this is so difficult, I do not want to be wrong, he totally lost the desire to Everything, I just want to lock myself up because it's also a way to find myself. I don't know why I do things, months have passed and this instability that I have does not disappear. Every time things cost me. I want to sleep and just sleep.